So many ups and downs this year, It has been the most life changing year for me, I have lost friends, gained new ones and found Love~
I travelled to london to try and get away From My reality, Big Mistake.
I was fucking miserable there, I had planned get out of N.Ireland and spend time in different cities in England, Then I met him… A chance meeting followed by a drunken stumble into my work stall at the biker rally in Ballymena, One of the best nights ever, after we left each other to go back home we realised we only lived a few miles away from each other, and from then until i left for London, we basically spent every day with each other. He gave me a necklace with an aquamarine heart on it, and it hasn't left me since the night he gave it to me.
Then… I went to London, with a broken heart, We both didn't want me to leave but the tickets were already booked and the family i worked for were waiting for me. But thinking back, things might have been very different if I didn't leave, we may not have fallen in love, "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" and it did, I told him i loved him and haven't looked back since.
This year has been strange, i've been blamed for breaking a guys heart, because i said I loved him [he took it the wrong way, I meant it as a friend]
I've Had two jobs this year, a nanny and a piercing apprentice/shop manager in a tattoo, piercing and Curio shop, I failed Media In Tech, and I'm currently doing art, which I'm considering dropping because it is the biggest pile of shit i have ever done.
Looks like 2011 is shaping pretty good, Im gonna go back on job seekers because i need money and i hate not having a job.
I wonder… Will the zombie virus be released early through the year or late, who knows, Time to finish stocking up on supplies.
Ive ranted and raved enough now, Gonna go have a smoke and play something.

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